A New Decade
I was thinking the other day that my end of decade years always suck smelly balls. I really seem to come into my own at the beginning of a decade. I always weigh less, I always have a new, enjoyable job and I always seem to be able to get laid.
So it is with that realization that I actually welcome this, the beginning of my 4th decade of life. I weigh less than I did last year and I'm working hard on getting a new job. As for the getting laid, that will come once I truly feel happy again. And I know how I will find that happiness again - anonymity. I need to be able to pull into an anonymous apartment building parking lot and not be bombarded by bullshit.
I'm determined that the beginning of this new decade of my life will be as happy as the rest have been and for that to happen, I need to get my shit in gear and get my own place again. Maybe then I'll feel like my new decade has finally begun.
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