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Happy Holidays My Ass!
Here's how my xmas went - I find out my grandmother is having a family party this Saturday, my aunt and uncle will be there, both my sisters and my brother - the only one who isn't invited is me. I could hear my mother inviting my sister to this thing and my brother had already told me about it. But apparently, my grandmother didn't want to have a huge party so I got left out, yet again, the oldest, unmarried daughter - she's not important. The same thing happened for her 85th birthday party in August, only then my family decided for me that I didn't have enough money to make the long 45 minute drive to where it was being held. Why do I even bother with my family anymore? Other holiday highlights: Seeing my other uncle and his wife and their kids, who I hadn't spoken to in over a year (they have feuded with me, my sister, my brother and my parents at some point). They were both very friendly and I took a quick drive over to their place to see their new lakefront house, etc. So that feud is over, which was actually a big relief. Taking a huge sip of the home-made red wine my dad bought 24 bottles of from The Knights of Columbus and noticing, too late of course, that it reeked of vinegar. The best part is that my dad doesn't drink much so he saves the wine for when us kids visit. Oh joy! Escaping the zoo that was my parent's house on xmas night and going over to my Aunt Carrie's to drink wine and smoke drugs. I think I was hallucinating at one point... My mother telling all of us: "Let's really enjoy christmas because it's probably the last peaceful one we'll have in years." I shuddered when she said it. And a Happy New Year Let's hope it's a good one Without any fear" John Lennon & Yoko Ono
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